Do You Trust God?

The Lord said to Abraham, “Go from your people and your fathers house to the land I will show you.” (Genesis 12:1 NIV)

If I had known the road that lie ahead, I’m not sure that I would have had the courage nor the willpower to say yes. As it is, God left out the details (after all what is important is following Him in obedience, not what we have to give up, nor walk through to do so.) In leaving out the details, He actually made it a little easier to say yes. But I assure you that following God is never easy. It seems as if He is always asking us to do something that thrusts us out of our comfort zones; something that is just beyond what we are capable of or comfortable with; something we can’t do without Him.

I don’t know where you are today, if God has asked you to Go, Stay Behind or Return, but what I do know is that God is faithful and He will never leave nor forsake you. He has a good plan and everything works together for good and for His purpose. So today- as you sit in that place where God has asked you to trust Him, you have a decision to make. Will you trust Him?

Will you trust Him when He asks you to do something difficult? Will you trust Him when He asks you to do something that no one else understands? Will you trust Him when your bank account is empty? Will you trust Him when you feel alone? Will you trust Him when life doesn’t go as you hoped or planned? Will you trust Him when He doesn’t do what you want Him to do?…when He answers “No”…when it seems impossible…when others reject you…when you feel that no one cares?

Abraham had a choice-many times God asked him to believe in faith, to follow, to trust, to obey. Like Abraham, today God continues to ask us the same question. “Will You trust Me?”

KD

Being Stretched

Seems like God is always stretching us, asking us to do what seems impossible. Today I am sitting in Tennessee, in a clean house. I went to church and then ate brunch at Cracker Barrel. I took an afternoon nap and spent time with my family. It was a picture perfect day and yet I am restless. This move has taken more faith than anything I’ve ever done. (Yes, more faith than even moving to Mexico in the first place!)

You know it is easy to work, to stay busy for God’s kingdom, but learning to rest, now that is a different type of work. “Take a sabbatical”, God said! And here we are, trying to rest and all the while feeling like a locomotive derailed. We have run so fast and hard for so long it’s difficult to know how to rest in God’s presence. I thought I would write, but writing has not come easy. It’s not that I don’t have feelings to process, it’s just that sharing leaves you vulnerable and I’m already emotionally exhausted. I’m not ready to hear a barrage of well intended opinions about what others think we should be doing. Mexico, missions, Hope House, Honduras, living in another country with different customs and language, I am left emotionally spent. Those in aid work call it compassion fatigue; and I know I suffer from it. I’ve seen and experienced vicarious trama. The poverty, the pain, the suffering that exists in the world has taken its toll. Now God encourages us to rest, recuperate, rejuvenate, refresh, relax and be revived. But I don’t know how to do that. And so we begin a new phase of this journey called life and I’m being stretched once again by the hand of the almighty.